September 2011
“A million years it’s been, since the search began.
Still can’t find...”
– The Arrival, verse 1
August 2011
“We…choose to forget to protect ourselves. Is that the right of it, sir?” I know,...”
– Empty Boundaries, volume 3, pg. 96
I think there are only two people that can piss me...
to any real extent.
And one happens to be related to me.
I so wanted to strike him. Right there, in the middle of a crowded restaurant, right in the temple, maybe knock him out or dent the skull by the slightest amount.
In my mind, it would have been right.
But no, I am the paragon of self control in this place. Even when pushed to the limit, I hold my own.
A little of my own blood is a small...
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I Am A Huge Nerd: hiatusstuck, a diary →
blobone:
day 4. a thousand faces of vriska laugh from every dimension. karkat is screaming in my mind. my eyes burn with tears that cannot fall. there are nepetas crawling under my skin. where are the updates? where are the updates? where? where? day 9. i have seen the face of god, and wept…
Oh my fucking god
That is it.
I am never drinking enough to black out like that ever again.
The shit I say, I should smack myself.
A week later, and I am still learning things that cause me to lower my head in shame.
Oh god, I pray to every deity there is that she’s the only one who heard that.
I would sound like the biggest idiot ever.
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Snow Patrol and the Panorama
The first time I found them was Third Summer, 2007. I was looking around for good videos of Shadow of the Colossus back then when I came across this one set to “Run” . I clicked with it straight out, just by how well-put together the video was and how fitting the song matched up with the atmosphere. Though I got both Final Straw and Eyes Open soon afterward, I only ever really payed...
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“The things I had to tell her… and the things I hoped she would listen to. There...”
– Tono Takaki (via hiphopanonymouse)
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August 19th
2010
I met her.
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Update.
perhapssomethingwitty:
UPDATE. UPDATE.
We are absolutely fucked.
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Shiki: What part of me can you believe in?
Mikiya: I don't have any basis, but I'll probably keep believing in you. I like you, so I want to keep believing in you.
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That’s right, I finally pieced together what happened last night.
When I went in that bathroom, I was already clearly out of it between the Bacardi, the Jim Bean, the various UVs. Then I checked my iPod and read the update about the Sufferer and the Disciple and I just felt so bad, bad about everything, and reading that was the nail in the coffin.
That’s the point where my memory...
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““There’s nothing amusing about having a dual personality,” I impulsively...”
– Empty Boundaries, volume 2, pg. 16
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It was inevitable, these past few hours
It’s the way things have always gone for you. The only unique thing about it was the setting and the intoxication that comes from being a stranger in a strange land.
“Humans are creatures who give meaning to meaningless actions, and derive purpose...”
– Empty Boundaries, pg. 149
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See, that's the thing I've come to love about...
Now matter how foul my mood is with all the copious amounts of bullshit I’ve had to put up with, as soon as an update comes along, it can make up for all that internal loathing.
So now, all I have to do is wait.
Come on, Hussie. The day is still young.
Lets
lem0n-sn0ut:
-skylos:
yoshiie:
Now we play the waiting game.
Hussie why are you playing with my emotions.
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“We don’t choose the path we take because of the sins we carry. But we carry our...”
– Empty Boundaries, pg. 34
Reading Kara no Kyoukai, finally
As well as listening to the movie soundtracks along with their respective chapters.
I like how this new translation calls it “Empty Boundaries.” It’s fitting.
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Oh no, unsavory things on my dash ollie outie...
crystalanachronism:
Is this thing still floating around?
YESS
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pleg:
wow
depression sucks
Is this…Reki? It is, isn’t it.
I think when it finally came time to start smoking, I thought of this.
It’s funny how she’s the only person in the whole show that has any kind of negative habit. It’s your first clue that something is wrong, until the pieces come together at the tail end of the series.
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There's no use blowing up on someone half a...
Swallow it all down.
It’s all you’re good at at times like these.
